raverX

At the beginning of the month the Queensland Supra Club took 72 people to Port Macquarie for our annual "Australian National Supra Meet" (www.ansm.org.au).

This years event was unfortunately tarnished with a few incidents that left me feeling the event was not as hugely successful, nor enjoyable as previous years.

So last night we ended it. An unfortunate product of me pushing and her pushing and now it's over. By the end of the conversation I had nothing more to say - I am emotionally drained at this point in time.

Going back a few steps - following my 30th we got back together; an event I thought was monumental based on what was said and something I hoped would prove to be our salvation.

So I've been back to see my psychologist lately, trying to get a bit of help with my anxiety issues whilst also trying to see outside my own perspective as to where to take the business next.

Last session was very much about the business and how I'm taking on too much which is affecting me in my work and personal life, leaving me with a lack of energy and enthusiasm from time to time.

So this is a venting post. I'm sitting here a little tired, a little hungover and struggling to work out whether I'm at the 2nd or 4th stage of grief.

9 years ago I met a girl and we went out for 4 short but for me electric weeks. The girl stole my heart and then broke it again.